I was in Japan last year, having an almost white christmas. It was winter, with the chilling breeze, snow on Mt. Fuji, and smoke coming out of the mouth. Disneyland had a christmas theme. The parade, the music, the atmosphere, the people.
This year, the days before Christmas was spent at Harbourfront Centre, working my ass off, stucked, bored. The christmas carols playing in the mall just made it more annoying to me as I could not enjoy the festive mood.
I thought things would change once I've graduated. Hey, new surroundings, new friends right? Sure. But wrong choice made. At least I had a christmas countdown with some classmates last year.
Once separated, my friends have new classmates. I really envy them who have fun loving classmates who meet up often. I'm not emo, just lonely.